Jesus Christ. A 10 strip. Of papa fluff. Lesrning alot! I see why meand my dad have strong minds.>>
Dont know what to do with my life . I dont have any dreams worth fighting for that I havent lost already. Nor any real place to start>>
Feel alone, isolated by judgement because I know what people think about me, and id rather just vanish. Now that I know the real side of things by adding shit up. I see why people treat me they way I do, and I feel bad. I dont connect with people, and I barley connect with myself. I dont want anyome feeling bad for me, because no one actually gives a fuck, they ask like they do so they say they did, but in the inside, they dont care. im tired of people feeling bad for me, and talk shit in the contrary like its going to change me or something. I know you dont give a fuck, so stop trying to seem like you do.>>
Feel like disappearing.>>
Feels like a dream is just running away from me. I see everything happening, and Im scared to be apart of it. Im not valued at all as a person to the people that matter. Feel alone, just always by myself. I may just thjnk about living homeless. Go out to San Francisco with a few hundred and just living in the streets, now that I see everyones judgements about me, thats how I feel.>>
Sometimes, I think about suicide.>>
it sounds really weird, but i think someone is draining my energy, which also drains your positivity and that reflects on your life. my negativity has been just pulling in the misfortune. it could be anyone, a random person on the street or someone i know, but it feels personal. all i know is that…
Yes, relating to you in life right now. I feel really shut down and I tend to take things personal even if its from anyone, its hard going back into reality, and try to compare my reality to other peoples to feel “normal”.